What are we doing here…this body, this physical body is only temporary?  We put so much energy into something that is only temporary. We put energy into out looks, our clothes, our cars, our houses, things, and materials…when it’s all temporary.  But the big question is…What are we and why are we here? Is this physical body such a distraction from the truth that we seek…can we take one minute out of our day and pretend that we our just a spirit… no body at all? We are so in tuned with the world, and what others think. How others will react, how they will judge. Will they love us? Will they hate us? Am I too big..too small…too short..too tall..whats wrong with ME! So much energy goes into the physical body… that we have no time to see the spirit, the inside. So we find ourselves lost.   Looking for answers…questions….our insecurities consume us….the energy that goes into succeeding… doing good….being good… making it….consumes us so much that we forget what we are doing here.  

We build up these walls….we build doors and lock ourselves inside….we protect our hearts….we hurt, we cry, we do this all because of the reactions we get from other people…other physical forms….other bodies..but what about our spirit…the body gets old, it gets hurt.   It sometimes doesn’t make it and it dies…but the energy…the spirit that is inside this body lives on…But when did we take care of it?  When did we take care of the sprit?  We are so busy taking care of the body.   We are so busy taking care of something that is so temporary.   It cracks, it breaks, and it bleeds. It’s done. But something that doesn’t leave. Something that is forever is our spirit. Our energy.  When do we nourish it? Cherish it?   The physical body is abused, its hurt, its beaten so badly by people, by society… it takes over our thoughts…our emotions…our mind….so much that it breaks down and it loses its power to continue….Iv’e never heard of someone getting their spirit hurt….first the body is hurt because that is what is seen in the beginning…but once you get to know people…you begin to feel and see their spirit.  Then you love their spirit… fall in love with their spirit…and you no longer see their physical body. Their outside…you love them for them…not for what they do. What they have. What they look like.  Who they are…and sometimes the physical looks sooo good that you don’t love it.  Because you find out the that spirit,  the energy is bad and you move away from it. and search and search and continue to search….until you find that energy…that spirit that matches yours. You see similar flaws.  You see similar pain…You see yourself in that person and you know…this is the meaning of life…this is why I am here….when God made one…he made two. There was always a match. Once that match is together. Then life becomes more understandable… You are no longer searching….no longer wondering…but in order to get this…we must first take away the biggest distraction….which is..finding ways that we are different instead of seeing ways the we are the same.

We are the same. And understanding that we all fall. We all get up. We all cry. We all hurt.  We all are the same…taking away the looks, the material. Feel the person’s energy. Feel their spirit. Forget the norm. Forget society. Forget what they think. Feel it…love it and it will be… this is the answer to my question. WHAT ARE WE DOING HERE…THANK U GOD FOR SPEAKING THROUGH ME.  THE TEARS. THE QUESTIONS. THE PAIN.  BROUGHT ME TO THE ANSWER.  EVERYTHING MEANS SOMETHING…earlier I  told myself if I had wings I would fly to the clouds, pass the sun and let it dry my tears…one thing I didn’t mention was..while passing the sun I would fly higher ..kiss God and thank him for such a wonderful gift..a wonderful blessing..that is.. this wonderful thing we call life. LIFE IS WHY WE ARE HERE….LOVE IS WHY WE CONTINUE..

Candace <3